I have managed to find my old self. The one that I used to like and now have back.
I have come to realise that I have the confidence to succeed.
I have managed to like myself again. I have realised that I was damaging my relationship with my wife. I have now apologised and promised to gain my self respect, and love and treat her as she deserves. She has never failed to support me.
I am beginning to like myself and this will continue. I am looking forward to my new life with the lady I love and grateful that she still loves me.